I x know how to react...

Hey, its bee a while since I blog about stuff... well, not that anyone reads it much... Anyways, Happy New Year, Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines to all...

Today, I really don't know how to react about what I just saw... Be happy that they're together or sad for the fact that I was the last person to know about it... To know from one of my BEST FRIENDS.. Plus, it has been happening for almost 4 months now... and I really couldn't imagine what the real deal was... I wasn't even given a clue about it... I x know, our gender difference might be the factor that she might be less comfortable about expressing stuff.. but we had been together in our tiny group for almost about 4 years... Imagine that... i x want to be seen as a overacting and a control "father " or "brother", but, that was the least that i should have been told of...

I x expect special greeting cards, and yes, I too x expect them to tell everyone with flower girls tossing flowers all about and spreading the news of their relationship... but at least, I'm her friend... or is it WAS? why? I had been through with her previous relationship too... and her boyfriend wasn't one of  a friendly one... not to me that is, he didn't even want me near my friend (Didn't give a FART bout him)... Leaving me clueless, she actually tried avoiding me... walking the different direction, speaking whilst not looking at me in the eyes... I know how my friends are in every way... and that is one of the things that she show to me...

Am I that bad of a friend that things just goes past me? There are a few of them with me now... and i made new ones... And I do hope that the rest still stick with me... to be as close as before... even better... always in touch... You know who you are... there are only 3 of you left... maybe 4.... and I really am happy having you guys as a friend... my Old time best friends... Love you Guys...

1st Outing after 4 Years!!!!

  The past Eid-fitr holiday, my dearest and closest friends and considered family, Brenda and my foster mum from Thailand, Kanchana (for some reason, I keep on calling her aunt even when she called me son ahahaha)... It was our first outing together after 4 years busy attending to our own business... We went for some (a-lot actually) "shabu-shabu" a.k.a Steamboat dinner at Hornbill Steamboat... I think it was my 2nd time going there since my class reunion (aahahaha shame on me)... This was my first time with them though and yes, we enjoyed, although it was a short outing....

I call this "Decorative Indulgence"

This is for the soup... nyum

Our Little 'BOAT'... Hehehe

  We ate, and ate, and shared stories about the whole four years of our life... I know there was more to tell, but for a night, its not enough... It was like living in a movie... hahahaha....There was suspense, laughter, sadness, to make it short, everything came in... Each chapter changed accordingly with the food... Ngehehehe... Being a food freak, its a must... ahahhaha.... And Here are the V.I.Ps.... and again food.... I SCREAM FOR UNLIMITED ICE CREAM!!!!!!

Aunt Kanchana and Brenda with their warm and welcoming smiles

Not forgetting me and 'ma'.. hihihi

There's always a candid somewhere in every event
And This was for the ICE CREAM

  Talking about the ice cream we had that night, with my ice cream scooping and the unlimited ice cream scoop, I made a huge mountain of delicious snowballs.... ahahahah.... there was one more flavor that we did not take.. We saw everyone waiting in line behind us looking kindda nervous looking at us scooping the biggest size in compares to everyone else there... 

WARNING: The images below might cause cravings for ice-cream

and this was the reason everyone freaked out... ahahaha
NOTE: We were the only ones using plates, the rest, soup bowls

SMILE... Pity, there was enough space for the
STRAWBERRY ICE CREAM

   After Dinner, we head off to Boulevard to get mum a hula hoop... Nothing much here but window shopping and try outs... hehehehe

This was their first attraction n picture 'port' ahahah

The food was on the way downstream..... hehehe

The mall was too glaring... Thus the glasses
p/s a mum was looking and giggling at us crazily posing for the camera, soon after, she called her family
and did what we did.... one for their album... ahahah

The food wasn't enough... tsk tsk

NO COMMENT.... ahaha

The Bear has lots of friends... Since its opening, no one dared taking him home
RM999.90 i guess

 

  I guess, this is the last picture and "journey" for now, we went back, Brenda a.k.a 'girl misi' will be working in the morning. The journey did not stop here though, a few days later, we went for another outing... More to a trip and picnic... Heheheh....

Selamat Hari Raya

I've been trying to post this for almost the entire week, and I finally manage to get good internet connection. So, let's skip the intro... Hehehe...  I'd like to wish :

Happy Eid fitr to all my Muslim friends and all Muslims out there... 

May this Month of Syawal brings great happiness and blessings to you and your family.

 This is my first Raya card I get from a friend of mine... Thanx Mira... ahahahaha I was so excited that I posted it in facebook and my tumblr... ahahaha ... Thanx Again...

Just X get it

This is just a short post.... :)

Nothing much actually, but the fact that am trying to lead a normal life, and a care free life without any boundaries, somehow more likely  to be like a dream.....although I am really aware of it's presence... But the fact that the boundaries, or should i say barrier is really kind of annoying and injustice, starts making me pissed off and really x know how to get away from it...

Imagine that every time you're trying to get loose from it, then, it starts haunting u back, barking at u, always saying that it was yours to blame, where as it is actually their decision and also an agreement made... But still, you just can't get loose from it, but leaving them making you as an excuse...

Its really sad when people starts using you against yourself... Questioning everything and every inch of your life, and whenever you try doing the same, then, it would backfire you instead....

Why can't we do back? when we get too much of a slap in the face? Every time we do try hitting back, it would just be another POINT that will be used in the next encounter of another chapter... and i bet this one would also be another.....

Nothing specific, I just saw sumthing that i was questioned, got mad, and talked about, done by the questioner... And its no fun or fair at all....