Been a while

It has been a while since i posted my last one...

Well, today is quite a normal boring day for me... Awaiting my flight back home this coming 26th... hey its in TWO DAYS time... but... the wait was a long six days wait... Hmmm... Everything was the normal routine of waking up, games, house cleaning.. then sleep.... Eating was also more of it...

I cant't believe in a few weeks time, i'll be busy preparing for CHRISTMAS!!! And u know what's dat special thing about it....? SHOPPING.....! GATHERING..! PRESENTS...!!! Ngahahahah...

well, some say I'm a little too old for present... but hey...., am a GOOD BOY all year round... so why not...

Who knows that it might be a special one.... just make sure dat its not an arrange marriage by my parents.... am now listening to Christmas songs as i go along here...

I really LOVE christmas songs... and carols.... I always wanted to be in a Christmas choir... but am too shy... but again... i love singing...

There's nothing better than celebrating with your family... Gosh! I miss them more even as i speak...

ahahaha...

Wel, blog in next tym.. till then... have an enjoyable vacation n holidays to you....

Been Interesting....

It's been an interesting day n month for me... who knows what wasi thinking and feeling...

let it just be my little secret....

Mother's Day from a distance

It’s been a while since I’ve blogged…. Well, its just an update for myself.. About my Mother’s day celebration…. I didn’t get the chance to celebrate it with my mom like any other years… being ‘overseas’ across the country, (well, state), studying….. But for me, everyday’s a mother’s day… It may seemed like odd and may be rare in the case of parents sharing problems with us, and us with them, but for me, my mom’s the best, and I bet, that your’s does too…. Well, in her way maybe…
Every mother, people, to the exact, has different “patterns” which they hold on to themselves… and am glad that my mom is the way she is…. Either way, she’s our mom…. She’s a mother/companion/friend/everything you can describe….. well, I can’t actually express it all in words, but I know my feeling ‘s just like the way you know and felt about your mother…

(^*&%*% ~not sumthing bad!

Have you ever had thoughts that you sometimes have to do things that you really don't want to do, and i mean REALLY not wanting to do it... Well, it really ____!

We don't answer back when people say something bad, you faults, and everything that they feel if annoying to them.....

(they're sensitive)
If we were to say things about them as what they did, can they swallow it up like we do? Heck NO!!

We keep quiet a lot when we're in an arguement. And this makes us the guilty person.
(they're blind)

We want to control ourself very hard that we won't want to make it a big browl.... and that we won't want to say things that might n will hurt them.

We smile when people say stupid things about us.
(they're scared)

We know who we are, and what they lack, they want to make you look bad as they are scared and affraid to be alone in the dark..
Aww...Pity them... Want Mommy?

We smile when people stabb us in the back.

(they're knife's blunt; they're just leeches)
That's because, there are more things that we undertand about us that they don't,
and those who listen, i dunno.. just that:
you have your brain, try thinking for yourself

People thinkg that we don't share thoughts.

(so they think)

We're just giving them their moment's in life. Grab da spotlight. Never thinking what they did.

Never Judge...

The Judges n audiences were laughing at her
and give funny faces...
Then she Stood up for herself...

Remember before Reminded...

Here's a tale or two, that i just heard and got within these days...Just last Saturday, my room mate went to an old folk's home for their Red Crescent activity and found out many kinds of story...

But there's no other story that interest me most of which, is about an old lady... Who's age was unknown... Who's life filled with nothing but determination, sorrow, hope and faith... And most importantly, her family...Who, esp a mother, would like to forget her family that easily, especially the one that she brought up and nurture, half of her life, day and night... without a slight thought of giving it up and leave it just like that..

It all began, with one son's story
of his wife and new family,
not liking her mommy.

He sent his mommy, to an old folks home,
of where she cried in an unsounded song.

But despite his doings, his mommy keep strong.
she prayed for him,
who wouldn't for a son.

He would come and visit from time
after so long
on which he might have just took her home.

Every time of his visit, she would jump of joy,
with her heart saying
"am going home with my boy".

But those visits of his, just like others he made.
talking and chatting,
Later leave her begging, and always cried.

The fact that he pushed her, leaving bruise and cuts.
Yet still this mother, still reasons and calm her heart.

The officers would carry her, with her sobbing and sadness.
And never in her mind, would she shout out curses.

Then came a dreadful day, of which she not know.
Of her son's plan of taking what she owns.

She placed her inked finger on a piece of paper.
Not reading or think, what it is never differ.

His soft word for her of taking her home.
has blurred her thought fill nothing but home.

As whut he said; "mom, am taking you home.
Lets pack all your clothes and leave the folks home".

Upon reaching the gates of the institution
he pushed his mom, without hesitation.

She fell to the ground, with bruise and cuts.
And tears rolling down with unexplainable thoughts.

The officers came asked and found out.
She was cheated off what she got,

her house, her lands all~ no doubt.

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It was not even a year or so,

his son came by just "visiting" as thought.

He came and asked for her, they said with a smile,

"well sure, she's always here" who'd ever thought.

The place was bushy , filled with trees,

he wondered why? someone tell me please.

They reached to her place

and said to him.

There's your momma,

pointing her tomb stone to him.

He's knees went shaking,

trembling and pain,

in the heart of his, like he's going insane.

Tears of blood it's to late for you,

said the officers,

and left him for hours or two..

Her last words were these:

"don't tell him sir, I beg you please"

on her deathbed where she died in peace.

~~~~~~~~~~

I hope this story, would make you worry...

for the things you might have done,

especially to your mommy...

She cried giving birth to you

and that should be enough
But please Not like this

For once is enough...

Bad DAy...

Everything has to be unfair...
if not, nothing and no one would take notice on being fair!
And this, not only i became the victim on the unfairness in life, but there's a few....

How would you describe FAIR?
Is it fair if the succeeded person, used you and everyone else for his/her achievement? In a way that, your supposed time of using the computer for research, on doing his research? Using materials that you've bought making something of his?
For me there's nothing to be proud of and to respect for that someone's evil deeds for you...
NO POINT!
I'd rather go and praise those who should be having the grades, by his/her own hard work...
that's where the real work and effort which is a must to respect on...
not some kind of BRAGGING, BABBLING, IRRITATING EGOIST
who just can quite see his bad and ugly flaws...



**sorry for the bad day~ing of your life reading, but something has just gotta be said...**
and that's part of my journey..

I hope i dont have to type any more of this.... in the NEW MONTH of the year...

Thanx for feed back...~itu DuLu~

~itu DuLu~

A long comment for now i see..Well, glad to be up service...But about the food that you mentioned (on the origin of it) i dun have any saying bout that, i don't do much reading...

A First hand knowledge is better than those passed through, esp when we Asians are of almost the same food... Spices and all...In a way that, different places, has different kinds of taste...

Adaptation of food is just making variations and setting different initials for every countries...Either way, where, when and what food it is, it gives identity, satisfaction and indulgence to every person....

Remember, first hand experience and knowledge is better than a single info given and read...
No offence, but to be safe.... Research by research...

We can't simply say that some things are ours, just like that, well, if it is, am proud of it... because, if we do, there might be a "food fight" and we wont want us to get caught in a "food mess" the politics is ever enough hactic...

Hee hee.. well, i do agree with one thing...
FOOD ROCKS! LIVE LIFE FOOD!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA...

FUd~ GlOrIouS FooD!!!

EATING is everyone's passion!
(I can say that this is someone's passion by the request...)
Those who say NO, think again....

You actually chose the option to control eating... not stop eating! ( U stop, u'll surely go 'bye2")
Eating is an indescribable comparing to i dunno, Sleeping... Well, when u eats, you'll use all of ur senses....
Food that Brings up those senses are:

Thai Food

• Mango Salad, beef salad, Pandan Chicken, Fish cake
• Tom Yum (Chicken, Beef, Seafood, Mix)
• Thai Sweet n Sour Fish (with mix fruit n vege; cucumber,pineapple, tomato, fresh chili,)
  
• Pla Bo Ran (Deep fried fish, with mango salad dressing+nuts,+fish sauce + lime juice)-delish
• Pineapple fried rice
• Green curry
• Dessert; sticky rice w mango slices and coconut cream.., Tako...

Malaysia Food

• Nasi Kandar, Pattaya, Goreng Cina, Goreng kampung.... (dunno if kandar is malaysian o whut)

• Noodles: Laksa!!!!! well, not to say that i wanna promote, but laksa Sarawak's d best (for me).... The noodles it uses, is Behoon(?) then, it taste sour, yet sweet. Hot n Spicy, and if u add 'sambal belacan' (fish or shrimp paste), you'll goo gaga!!!! There are also Laksa Penang, others, haven't got the chance to taste it...
• 

• There's 'ayam pansuh'.. chicken cubes cooked in a bamboo, mixed with lemon grass, salt, little water and stuffed tapioca leaves... soft , tender, juicy,

• Then, there's 'Umai/umay', another food from sarawak, consist of raw fish, lime juice, chili, onions, garlic.... just like an appertizer...slurp...

These are the food for now, i hope you'll try it .... Get the recipes on line n try cooking it... But the best you can get is from the pro's themselves... Enjoy....
Hope you like it ~itu dulu~

Just a Thank You

Thanx for the complimets...

Well, (~itu dulu~)sometimes we put ourself first rather than thinking of other ppl first...

Dats what I've come to realise from each n everyday i went tru, in fact we all need to...

Simple things has big meanings in it...

It's a matter of time for us to actually realise and give way for it to speak itself out...

That's why there's

"Stop, Listen, Think and Act"

for it applies not only to human relationships,

but also human values, the environment,

your pet, in short, EVERYTHING!

.......Thanx Again....

***but ~itu dulu~ sorry for not doing any blog bout the food tpic like u wanted...

my post are based on whut comes in mind...

i hope food comes by... sorry but thai food's to die for**

The story of Happy and Sad....

Once there live two friends, named Happy and Sad.... They were best friends there is in the land of emotions.... Happy is always there when sad is felling rather down.... and sad, odd thing to say, makes Happy sad....

Then one day, Happy suddenly realize and said.."Hey, why would i be sad when everyone wants to be like me all happy and cheerful. Who wants to be unhappy anyways" and he decided telling Sad to stop what she's doing. Then off he went to meet Sad.

Sad was rather feeling less sad that day and was yearning to meet Happy so much. They met on Hurt Street...(hmm... coincidence?) and sat down.... Sad was actually wanting to tell Happy that she wants to be more serious in their relationship till Happy said...

" Sad, I don't need your sadness, your dramatic tears.. Why would i be sad when everyone wants to be like ME, Happy! I believe you do too!!!" and this shook Sad's fragile heart real bad..

"Bbbut i thought that you and I are......one?.. Despite being in the opposite, to complete each other.."said she in a crying tone of voice...

"How can that be! We're two opposite feelings!" and went off... Leaving Sad alone hurt in Hurt street...

It was weeks since Happy last met Sad, and wonders how would Sad be.... Happy was trying the entire week to get through Sad, but couldn't find her... Till he went to her house and knocked.... There was no answer... then, Cheerful, a little girl came and said....

"Are you 'happy', mister?"

Happy looked at her and said "Yes, I am..." but surprised to see the girl looking at him strangely..

Then, she said, "You're not happy! You're sad!" and went off....

Happy was confused and went to the front door and try opening it.. It wasn't lock..
He searched the house and found nothing, but a simple letter dated weeks ago, that wrote:

Dear Happy,

I know I've expected too much from you and I realize it the day you told me.
There's something that you didn't know about me. You see, I was happy before I met you and i loved someone (Shy) so much that till one day, after he went leaving me forever, never coming back. Later, changed my name to Sad as you know me today.

Happy, i don't need to be happy like you to like you, i just like you being around....And i very much WON'T want you to be something which is not you....Remember, even though we are two different feelings, we'll eventually will feel the opposite of us, just like I, Sad, feeling happy even for a moment. And i never purposely want you to be sad, it's just an emotion each of us have to share.

Well, life must go on, and maybe by the time you read this, i might not be able to see you nor you seeing me... When i became Sad, my heart's became too weak and that the doctor said it'l me a matter of time till my day come... Hey, cheer up! I'll be meeting Shy up here...

Till then, nice knowing you while it lasted.... Take care.....

Love

Sad.

After reading this, tears roll down Happy's face..... His heart crumbled, filled with regret and soon enough, he realized....
"Being sad and hurt is easy and hard to bare than being happy......" and cried his life to sadness...

Time after time.....

Time

is not for us to be mad of,

nor cry of sadness

and blame for.

Its never its' fault

for being what it is:

golden, silent and punctual, at least...

Time

is not for us to waste,

but to take haste, to be made useful

and saved just like the rest.

It'll never leave you,

like days of the past,

but instead, we care not to catch up

and so it all passed..

Time

is a must to cherrish,

the past even to this day,

as the future we may not know:

Of will we still breathe,

laugh and even go through,

but if its not you, might be the people around you..

So remember then,

bare it in mind,

listen what your heart says,

with consideration:

maybe of mine.

What you hold now,

explore, keep and understand:

For what is worth, is always to the end....

Did u know... (case)

CASE : Toilet seats left up, Girls go gaga.

Did u know:
That people all around the world make a fuss of 'toilet seats left up'? Well, it even causes almost big fights among couples, worst, divorce! The guys get the blame though.... The girls, all in flame.. Why is it so?

Accused:

• Guys.

Logic :

• Guys do their "business" standing, "out going business" seating.. unless they read...
• Girls, you know...
  

Solution :

• Girls, please look before pursuing doing your "business"

• Guys, bare in mind, girls are sensitive, try remember to put it down

• Both, don't just burst out in flames.... think "why" instead of "okay, I'll kill you!"

Results :

• Happy, understanding and peaceful relationship...

Stop, listen, think, act.....

Life certainly is something to ponder on...... We're unable to figure out anything about it but to live through it.... each and everyone's life might seem different... but the fact is that, were the same. Its just how we live our lives that matters... Apart of being in certain situations, we might think that our life is rather miserable or the worst life a person might have.... But less we bare in mind that, there are other people who are more less fortunate than we are... Its because we never hear them nag about it... We never even bother or to lend our ears to them even when they do, some might take it lightly....

That's the problem about we human... We never bother to stop to listen, listen to think, and listen to act.... All we think is what we have in mind... Never in others... People would certainly have different thoughts about things, and maybe perceptions about things, and maybe in term of them to you, and you to them... Why not take a moment to listen to what they have to say... Then, take your time to think about it... Not immediately judge him for what he/she is..... Things like these might be rare for a person to think about... Like the WHY question....Hey, it's the biggest question that plays most of the time in your head apart of when, where, what....

Like for example, there's this guy/girl whom you just met and might be meeting your entire life, happens to lack interact with you and the others, what would you say? Do you just burst out into saying "WHAT A SNOB!" and that you make too many bad assumption about him/her without even hold your thought of thinking bad, listen, then think and later act. Instead of thinking things short, try asking yourself...the why question.... Like so;

Why is he/she not friendly?

*well, maybe he/ she has a problem, shy, not suddenly "jumping happily" to new friends"

If that is so, why doesn't he/she consult me?

*you are new to him/her, they might not have a total trust on you, would you? or it's not time yet...*

Okay but then again, why?

*because .... He/she doesn't want to burden your life... see, they think about yours before theirs!* besides, who want's to be a pain in someone else' butt when yours' in yours..*

After all the why question, i believe you might have one of these answers for yourself......

"Owh I know! He/she feels rather inferior just by looking at anyone else...." (observe with whom your mixing at present, then compare to him/her)

"Ahaa..! Maybe feels rather discomfort on being in a whole new group (maybe not you....)"

"Gosh, how could I'ved slip?! I was rude not introducing myself first!"

I believe that we need time, and so does the rest. So we should have the thought of giving them and ourselves time to know each other if not more, a little detail would just do... So why set asside others if you fear them setting you asside.... Everything is for you to think of...I'm just reminding....