Hey, its bee a while since I blog about stuff... well, not that anyone reads it much... Anyways, Happy New Year, Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines to all...
Today, I really don't know how to react about what I just saw... Be happy that they're together or sad for the fact that I was the last person to know about it... To know from one of my BEST FRIENDS.. Plus, it has been happening for almost 4 months now... and I really couldn't imagine what the real deal was... I wasn't even given a clue about it... I x know, our gender difference might be the factor that she might be less comfortable about expressing stuff.. but we had been together in our tiny group for almost about 4 years... Imagine that... i x want to be seen as a overacting and a control "father " or "brother", but, that was the least that i should have been told of...
I x expect special greeting cards, and yes, I too x expect them to tell everyone with flower girls tossing flowers all about and spreading the news of their relationship... but at least, I'm her friend... or is it WAS? why? I had been through with her previous relationship too... and her boyfriend wasn't one of a friendly one... not to me that is, he didn't even want me near my friend (Didn't give a FART bout him)... Leaving me clueless, she actually tried avoiding me... walking the different direction, speaking whilst not looking at me in the eyes... I know how my friends are in every way... and that is one of the things that she show to me...
Am I that bad of a friend that things just goes past me? There are a few of them with me now... and i made new ones... And I do hope that the rest still stick with me... to be as close as before... even better... always in touch... You know who you are... there are only 3 of you left... maybe 4.... and I really am happy having you guys as a friend... my Old time best friends... Love you Guys...
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